as Reality ravishes my reality

I've puked twice today, but it is the least of my concerns.

Decisions, decisions. I have to make a choice, don't I?Neither of which suscribes to my original plan, nor would leave me much satisfied.

If you don't get what you like, you gotta like what you get. But i've got some trouble walking the talk.

Maybe no amt of work done, can reverse a decision made back some months. Did it all go to waste? I think so. 'd it have helped if i had earlier known? I don't know.

Maybe to tackle 2 things at once was the original mistake.

I don't know, don't ask me, i'm all question marks myself.