You know the Deal

You know the deal, don't ya.

Win and you're in. You win, you're in, simple. No screwed up refs, no home court (dis)advantage, bad weather, teammates messing up etc. Time pressure? Yeah. But it's still simple enough, you win, you're in.

So what if you don't?

First it's a blank. All blank.Emo-ness building, but ur all blank.

Then the emo buld-up builds to the point, where if i were an ahbeng, i'd head to some to some smoky join and pick a fight. But i'm more cultured than that. Nearly cultured enough, in fact, to pick up my lit and read Pride and Prejudice. But not quite neither.

So here i am, wasting my night away in front of the tv and my laptop.

It's 0-2 so far, 0 for vj symposium and 0 for weiqi.

oh 1 for floorball tmrw.

and maybe that's easier than contemplating between whether to call time on it, when its time to move on, or head towards ending with a bang... rather than a whimper.

give me a whiff of victory, i wanna hunt one down.