One thing changes all

Today's post was meant to be a sombre one. Something along the lines of insult=motivation, or 'you don't demand respect, you earn it' cuz i was pretty upset that i was not asked to play for my sec 1 class in inter class soccer. They rather play with just one psl while others have 2 then field me. of cuz it wasnt said outright, but when they say, "we want weiyuan" when u tell them they can field 2 psls then u more or less get the idea.

On one side its good class spirit, they want their own classmates to play. It also reflects how poor a job i've done in bonding with them as a psl. But on the other hand it shows that my gym regime isn't enough, i still don't give the impression that i can play sports. So thats my motivation. Work at it. I already deserve to be on the field. I just need to make it more obvious. And they'll regret.

its kind of spiteful words to come out of a psl's mouth. Its not the sec1s fault, i reiterate. Its the combined fault of mine not bonding enough with them as a psl, as well as my not playing enough sports. The former is already too late to correct, the latter is what i'd work on this holidays. No no, not only then. Every single time i head to work out, i'll remember it. 30/30 gold for napfa, my target for next yr.

And the happy thing? Today after the debacle at soccer i went gym, then went jurong pt regional library to mug then went back on train like 7+ so i saw this gal and conincidental enough we walked all the way from jurong east outside ntuc there until we wait for the train to boon lay. So anyway i went to chat with her and then just as we were down the escalator at boon lay and abt time to ask for no., she mentioned her sch, "Hai Xing". I was like, um, um, is there a Hai Xing secondary?! Then she said no, she's from PRIMARY SCHOOL. *flips*