Saturday, May 19, 2007

some boring stuff

I think the bad thing about smth good is that i think too much about it, and have no time to do it instead.

Spent the last hour thinking abt weiqi, looking thru old files and magz, but really i must ask, is this the best way for me to train? I'm pretty sure the answer is no, cuz my ji suan and sensitivity to shape is the one that needs work.

Feel comfortable with my weiqi recently. Just comfy with the way my games are going, though not the sudden-oversight-and-game-over part of it. But the overall feeling is still... well... comfortable. Sorry lah, not much vocab on display tonight. Phil said my style belongs to the 均衡type, and itll be easier to improve playing like that. I think thats good, cuz its like the mood i'm feeling right now? Not sure if i make sense. Oh but anyway i haven't really been displaying the all-out killing style i did for a short while in sec3 for 2 years now. That time when i was playing handi games with breakfast so often and got past the 5 and 4 handi games but utilising thickness to attack.

Nah. I'm more comfy the way i'm now.

Oh, but physically its not that way. Call me vain, but i looked at the mirror recently and think i need work again. Like, 2 weeks of working out isnt the only thing. My diet, i've been slack lately. Terribly slack. No more abalone noodles and snacks from now onwards! I think someone said it right, the reason stars are hot is cuz they got a deadline from directors when they must show off their top, so they have a deadline to work towards. So i'm gonna declare... actually, no i'm not gonna declare anything, cuz june is only a month long and there're cts to study for, weiqi to train, floorball to train and that includes hardcoring cardio cuz i do need fitness.

oh speaking of floorball went to shoot alone for an hour or so on tues and i think i finally sorted out my shooting problem. What do u look at when u shoot? the ball, or the target? Yes, target works well when i hit a dead ball, but what happens when i'm on the move? Ball? yeah i connect with the ball, but whr does it go? What about placement?

Answer, silly, is to look at BOTH.haha stupid me, couldn't even figure this simple thing out. There's such thing are peripheral vision, heard of? hahaha i felt so glad on thurs night feeling its such a constructive day i did no work at all.

Ive been some lazy piggy this week, sleeping my afternoon away and spending more time on the bed before starting work than the actual amt of time i spend studying itself.

KI ct is coming this wed, and my lagging for math & lit are major concerns as well. And they're bigger problems because i acknowledge they're a problem but never ever go about resolving them. As if waiting and sitting around will solve anything.

Tmrw when i wake up, please let me have some cow sense to spend the 2 days properly.

gym yes weiqi yes floorball yes, but after work's done.

night.