Just what i want

these few days have been hectic, but i've got to sleep all fine and i think thats really what i want.

been going home myself daily now and i'm 'capturing time' by working my ass off in the train either reading or doing work. This lil kid in the train today was so amused by my filling up of my chinese worksheet heh. first time he see ah? plz lor. time is precious.

oh and the career talk just made me want to capture time more. my plan so far has always been to be somewhere in the finance industry (no science, get $$$ all the same) but when the dude said 5000 pay a month for 18hours working days, then its a "please, i want a life."

So i kinda gotta rethink it all. and cca too. my plan of weiqi+sports cca, well i must see if i really can handle it. Less bravado and all the 'can-do' talk, i really must do some field research.

attended a chinese wen hua ke today, initially for the sake of wenhuafen but i really enjoyed the lecture on 朦胧诗。 What exactly is it？It refers to poems written (published in underground publications) during the Cultural Revolution. let me share my pick of the bunch with ya before i retire for the night, the discipline to sleep early!!

here goes:

《一 切 》————作者：北岛

一切都是命运
一切都是烟云
一切都是没有结局的开始
一切都是稍纵即逝的追寻
一切欢乐都没有微笑
一切苦难都没有泪痕
一切语言都是重复
一切交往都是初逢
一切爱情都在心里
一切往事都在梦中
一切希望都带着注释
一切信仰都带着呻吟
一切爆发都有片刻的宁静
一切死亡都有冗长的回声