What 'll make you happy?

I've realised, my mood has really been swinging these days.

Don't have the stability i used to enjoy. No plans for the future as well. Just, season, then cambridge, full-stop. Bleah. I must find a constant to fill the gap in me. Fball not gonna do it, gals arent and weiqi is only a painkiller.

Hahaha sounds very serious right? I don't think its that bad, that just over the 1st half of the yr everything i do seems at best half-successful. Now i dont seem to be planning anymore, seem to have lost the belief. Antidote?

SPRING CLEANING!! hahaha got the idea when i swept the floor today. Yeah clean out the mess, might have +ve effect on my mood. We'll talk abt planning again then.